I want to share with you some of my personal story… of How Fear & Darkness Taught Me True Love…
My prayer is that this message touches your heart and awakens your soul…
That it makes you forget what you’re doing and to remember who you truly are…
But first, will you send me a quick reply back, saying “Got it!” ? Sometimes these messages don’t go through…
I sat by the dried up river bank… I could hardly breathe, I felt like someone had punched me in the stomach…
I was weeping… Have you ever had those deep cries that take your breath away?
That gets so shallow in your chest, you’re half way between life & death…?
I could NOT believe this was happening to me… I had lost everything… Again.
I lost the love of my life… My community… My home… My job…
And I was back home in my Mother’s Basement.
My eyes stung from the tears… I could feel their warmth roll down my cheeks, and into the cracks of my lips…
The pleasant, sweet, salty flavor filled my mouth…
I was in so much pain…
Yet, in a strange way, I was grateful.
At least I was feeling something… This was far better than the numb, empty, black void that had filled most of my life…
But I could only cry for so long…
And then I had to face the emptiness again.
This time was different though…
I had spent the last 10 years (unknowingly) running from this…
This time, I was no longer running.
I was going to face this darkness, even if it took me the rest of my life…
I closed my eyes, and with all my Will, I went INTO that void…
The empty cave of my heart…
I went into the depths of my being, where I thought only fear, sadness and grief resided…
It was horrible.
And then…
I found something there…
Beyond the pain, the hurt and the blood of the past…
I found a light. First it was dim… Faint…
And it got brighter… It got louder… It had a color, it had a sound…
It was in the center of my Heart…
Like a distant golden-white star crackling in the black sky, slowly getting closer…
To my amazement, as the star grew larger it brought a feeling with it…
I was filled with the sensations of Joy, Bliss, Love & Peace…
The memory of this fills me with Emotion even to this day.
Feeling the Grace, Truth and Power of God dissolves the pain and lies we live…
It soothes the heart and strengthens the soul…
We are all entitled to this experience…
It is here for all of us…
This is the Truth of who we are…
God revealed my True Self that day…
I have never been the same.
I pray the same for you, and all Humankind.
That we can remember our True Nature, so that we can awaken and heal…
I will be sending you more stories, insights and wisdom like this to your inbox…
As well as practical ways you can cultivate a more Awakened Life…
I hope these messages from my heart inspire yours,
With Love… Talk Soon…
Robbie J. Bone
PS – I would love to hear from you… What has this story sparked in your heart?
